A Broken Person

My world has been torn apart. Someone has done me very wrong and I don't feel like living anymore. I wish God would just take me on home. I had done everything in my power to help this person, but they threw it all out the window. They let the very person who had ruined their life on several occasions back into their life. My heart is dead. I wish I was. I don't feel anything but contempt, anger,and something that resembles hate for these two people. I know that's not very Christian like, but hopefully God will help me to overcome this feeling. Even if He does, I will still do nothing to help this person ever again. I am broken mentally, physically, and financially. I thought it would be worth the monetary loss just to help this person get back on their feet. I guess I was wrong. No one is worth this much pain. If you are this person, and you are reading this, then you know who you are. I hope you're happy. Let this person drag you down and control you some more. Let them drive you totally insane. Because I won't be there to pick up the pieces. Only 2 good things have come out of you. And you know what they are. Your life is now a shambles. You will be miserable again. You must like that kind of treatment. But I don't like being treated this way and I will make sure it doesn't happen again. Because if it did, I would probably make sure no one ever treated me like that again. I wouldn't be around to be stomped on. Don't think that thought hasn't crossed my mind several times the last couple of days. And it will probably continue to do so. I could say much more, but this person isn't worth the effort.